Desperate for love
Today I feel so desperate. My life feels so separate from this world we live in. Today I am desperate and this feeling that I"m separate makes me feel like I am desperate for a reset. I don"t want to regret but I have to do anything to reset. I"ve done everything, even sold myself and in my heart it makes me feel so sore. My life seems so torn and I still have a happy expression that is constantly worn. I know I have sworn that I would never do these things but this desperation is causing my separation. If you were in my position how would you handle the situation? Would you be a whore that felt so sore? My body isn"t sore but my soul feels like a whore. Can you help me? Would you help me if I explained to you what I am going through. I"m desperately looking for the light but right now it is out of sight. I"m trying so hard to fight this plight but all I want to do is run and flight. To look the other way I get high as a kite. Can you see my desperation comes from the separation and deepens this depression deep in my chest it reaches my heart and I get lost in my art but I still desperately need this restart. I desperately love you but in me you just look right through. It makes me feel invisible and I want to be invincible, but is that even conceivable? Would you love me? Could you love me? If you looked into me instead of through me would you help me? My pronoun is a she but all people see is someone to use, abuse and accuse. I dug myself into this hole

when will you come? Is it when I cum? When do you assume that I want you to be mine when you see my secret shrine. You love to see me from behind, does that mean you will tie and bind me so that I don"t scream when you pull out and cream?

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